As I have said over and over again, JAPO is, and always will be, my biggest crush. And there’s noone else I love more than him. =)

BUT.

I have several “minor” crushes also. =p And I don’t really think that there’s anything wrong with that. And JAPO doesn’t seem to think that there’s anything wrong with it too, fortunately. Haha.

I have a problem with “crushing”, though. I turn back into my highschool self whenever I am in any sort of contact with the person/s. I can’t seem to know what to say. And my smile is weird. And my voice gets really high-pitched. And I fidget a lot, OR I don’t move at all! Tsk.

Now just to make it clear, crushes are people that have those effects on me, ok? JAPO being the exemption, of course. Guys who I just wanna flirt with – different story. Haha.

So you see, crushes are bad for me. Butterflies in my stomach make me want to puke.

I have yet to master the art of “de-crushing”. So far, the only method that seemED to work is to demote the crush to a kissee. ‘Cos once the crush has been “marked”, it loses the novelty.

Problem is, I can’t go around kissing guys anymore. Any suggestions to help me “de-crush”?